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1. YOUR REAL NAME:
- Laura

2. YOUR GANGSTA NAME: ( first three letters of real name plus "izzle" )
- Lauizzle ö_ö

3. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: ( favorite color and favorite animal )
- Purple Owl ö__ö

4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: ( the first three letters of your last name, first two letters of your first )
- Hämla ö___ö

5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: ( your second favorite color, and favorite drink)
- Military Green Ramune ö____ö

6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: ( second letter of your first name, third letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name )
- Amemranen ö_____ö

7. YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: ( both parents middle name )
- Helena Pekka ö______ö

8. YOUR GOTH NAME: ( "black" and the name of one of your pets )
- Böack Fasu 8DDDDD

9. NINJA NAME: ( first two letters of your first name added with "ruto" )
- Laruto : DDDDDDD

10. PIRATE NAME: ( your middle name after the word Captain)

- Captain Emilia 8D

, thanks for reminding me. Because I can't find the one I did a long time ago.

This year I will do:
♥ Ukraine, winter version, Hetalia (IF we have time with my sister.)
♥ Norway, Hetalia
♥ Ukraine, summer version, the same I've been using... Hetalia (I even have the manure fork I've been whining about)

I will do, sooner or later:
♥ Italy, Hetalia (when I get my sister to do S. Italy)
♥ Greece, Hetalia (my wig...doesn't like me.)

I want to and may do:
♥ Selphie, FF VIII version (I have done KH)
♥ Kairi, KH I

I'm sure I had some else too but I can't remember then right now.

Tomorrow back to school...I hate this.
Well, good night everybody~!

So, Merry Christmas everybody~

I'm feeling a bit better already and Russia's CD 8''''DDDD ASGHDFASGHJFDSAGDHFGSDAFGSDAFGDASFGASDH♥♥

MOSKVA..!!

♥

Merry(?) Christmas everybody.

For I don't feel enthusiastic at all.



It may be because of my depression.
It may be because I don't eat at all nowadays so I'm tired all the time.
It may be that the feeling will come tomorrow.
It may be because last year's Christmas sucked so badly.

It may be because this is the first Christmas we spend home with dad living elsewhere.

There's no more of the traditions there used to be. My home doesn't feel like home anymore, I'm just feeling like crying all the time and I'm ruining everyone else's Christmas here and I don't know what to do. I guess I should just go somewhere where they can't see me but then I'd be ruining it anyway so it doesn't really matter.

I'm losing weight for not eating anymore. I know I should eat and I want to, but I get nauseous for just thinking about it. Or, when I actually am able to eat, my stomach gets too full when I've eaten half of the food I usually have eaten. Lately, I've been eating one meal a day.

Too often I find myself thinking "I want to go home" and then realize that I am home.



Wishing you were
somehow here again . . .
wishing you were
somehow near . . .
Sometimes it seemed
if I just dreamed,
somehow you would
be here . . .

Wishing I could
hear your voice again . . .
knowing that I
never would . . .
Dreaming of you
won't help me to do
all that you dreamed
I could . . .




I feel more and more dead every day.
Somehow my imagination world is not helping trought anymore. I want back there, I don't want to live in this world where everything's so cold and wrong.

Pöllin

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Tulokseni~


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..........MINEN OLE NEUROOTTINEN. 8'D